Cara Delevingne reveals drug use, self-harm: ‘I don’t care about my life’

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fall from grace in 2022, said her trauma comes from spending most of her childhood looking after her bipolar and heroin-addicted mom, Pandora, and many people assumed that her life was easy.“In a way, a lot of people have looked at my childhood or my family and thought ‘She’s spoiled, there’s nepotism, she grew up extremely privileged’ which I did, don’t get me wrong,” said the 30-year-old for Vogue’s April cover story, released Wednesday. “But life wasn’t all that easy for other reasons.”The British actress said that her introduction to alcohol use came at the age of 7 while at a family wedding.“I woke up in my granny’s house in my bedroom with a hangover, in a bridesmaid’s dress,” said Delevingne. “I’d gone around nailing glasses of champagne.”According to the “Suicide Squad” actress, by the age of 10, she was already on sleeping pills to manage her insomnia.She was also diagnosed with dyspraxia, a neurological disorder throughout the brain that results in life-long impaired motor, memory, judgment, processing and other cognitive skills, according to the dyspraxia foundation.“This was the beginning of mental health issues and inadvertent self-harm,” said Delevingne, noting that her seemingly normal childhood was not normal at all.“And then as a teenager, it just all came plummeting down.

That’s also when I started drinking and partying,” confessed Delevingne. “There was this need to escape and change my reality as I was hit with just huge questions: ‘What am I doing here?’ ‘Who am I trying to be?’”It wasn’t until the COVID-19 lockdown that Delevingne began to spiral out of control.“In the beginning, I was living with people in this COVID bubble in LA.