Jamal Edwards laid bare his ‘darkest fear’ in harrowing interview before death
dailystar.co.ukdeath at the age of 31 was announced yesterday (February 20), shared his “darkest fear” in an eerie interview before he passed away.Jamal was a businessman who helped build the careers of influential musicians including Ed Sheeran and Stormzy by featuring them on his YouTube channel SBTV.The entrepreneur’s success and influence was recognised when he was awarded an MBE in 2014 for his services to music.Jamal’s mother Brenda, who features as a panellist on Loose Women, announced her son’s death yesterday, acknowledging that he had died after a “sudden illness”.Now, an uncovered interview with renowned hard-man Ross Kemp on his podcast, ‘Kempcast’ from May 2020, has shown Jamal opening up about his “darkest fear”.“I have a fear, it’s a really dark fear though,” he admitted, before elaborating: “That I’m not going to wake up.”“I feel like sometimes I go to sleep… I think about death a lot, it’s really bad.“I’ve seen a lot of death, I’ve been around a lot of death where it’s like, you could be gone.“I just feel like I’ve got to live everyday like it’s my last.”Ross, who has been in plenty of life-threatening situations himself, acknowledged that people often say the same about him, and the pair agreed that these fears gave them the motivation to live in the moment.“I knew someone who died in their sleep, like their heart just stopped, and it just made me think, ‘how do I want to die?’", Jamal continued.“And then my head just starts going in a spiral.”Jamal began his hugely successful career at an early age, beginning his filming project that grew into SBTV when his parents gave him a camera at the age of 15.But, speaking to Ross, the then-29 year-old admitted that he hadn’t always been proactive.“I’m the biggest.
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