Deborah James says she's 'determined not to die on Jubilee weekend' in hospice care update

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the publication.The podcast star went on to recall her last month at her parents home where she is receiving hospice care, candidly admitting that she's struggled with the past week.She heartbreakingly explained: "Dying is really hard.

I’ve been consumed by anger this week, in all honesty, I’ve been a real b***h."Deborah went on to say that she's been "pushing people away" as she's angry at her illness.She added that she had decided to only spend time with family as she doesn't want her friends to remember her as how she is now.Last month, the mother of two issued a heartbreaking final Instagram post to her fans as she announced that she is receiving hospice at home care at her parent's home.Taking to Instagram in view of her 404k followers, the 40-year-old wrote: “The message I never wanted to write.

We have tried everything, but my body simply isn’t playing ball.“My active care has stopped and I am now moved to hospice at home care, with my incredible family all around me and the focus is on making sure I’m not in pain and spending time with them.“Nobody knows how long I’ve got left but I’m not able to walk, I’m sleeping most of the days, and most things I took for granted are pipe dreams.”She continued: “I know we have left no stone unturned.

But even with all the innovative cancer drugs in the world or some magic new breakthrough, my body just can’t continue anymore.”Deborah built up an enormous fanbase since she was diagnosed with stage three bowel cancer in 2016, which went on to become stage four, meaning it was incurable.The BBC podcast host has been the face of the No Butts campaign, helping people to spot the signs of bowel cancer early, and has now set up a fund for bowel cancer charities, called the Bowelbabe.