AMANDA Holden fought back tears as she bravely opened up about her son Theo's tragic stillbirth, admitting that she didn't want to hold "a dead baby".
The 49-year-old star was left devastated in 2011 when her little boy died in the womb, and she recalled the heartbreaking moment that she was told there was no heartbeat in the BBC's Dear NHS Superstars special.
Speaking via video link, the Britain's Got Talent judge said that she "didn't panic" when she initially realised that she'd not felt her baby kick for a while.
Amanda went to Middlesex hospital, where she was seen by midwife and close friend Jackie - who couldn't find Theo's heartbeat.
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