Amanda Holden holds back tears as she talks openly about son's traumatic stillbirth

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© @Copyright HELLO! Hello! Magazine has bravely opened up about her son's tragic stillbirth, confessing she didn't want to "hold a dead baby".The 49-year-old, who shares young daughters - Lexi, 14, and Hollie, eight - with husband , was left devastated in 2011 when her little boy Theo died in the womb.

In the BBC's Dear NHS Superstars special, the heartbroken mum reflected on the moment she was told there was no heartbeat."I remember waking up and thinking I hadn't felt my baby kick for most of the night which was unusual because he was so active," she shared. "I tried all the things they tell you to do, but he wasn't moving.