Lee Ryan has opened up about the horrific trauma he suffered during his childhood when he witnessed his friend's dad try to shoot her dead before turning the gun on himself.
The Blue star, 37, was left so traumatised by what he witnessed that he went off the rails, believing he would die young and become part of the '27 Club', a group of stars including Kurt Cobain and Amy Winehouse who died at that age.
The life-changing event happened before Lee found fame as part of the boy band and he said he acted like a "nutjob" because he was so convinced his life would end abruptly that he "didn't care".
Recalling the horrifying event, Lee said: "I remember watching a film and I heard, 'Bang, bang', I was like, 'What the f**k is that?' "I actually
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