FERNE McCann said she has "confronted difficulties in my life" after being accused of slamming pal Sam Faiers in leaked voice notes.
A recording thought to feature Ferne’s voice sent shockwaves through Essex last month and reignited a feud between the former pals.
The ex Towie star broke her silence on Sunday night as she reflected on reaching the end of the gruelling reality TV show Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Wins.
She was one of four recruits who managed to pass the SAS selection course in the Jordanian desert. Returning to Instagram Ferne, who has a daughter called Sunday, said: "It’s changed my life." She added: "The whole experience makes you look at every single part of yourself - your strengths, your weaknesses, your deepest fears.
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