WITH a glittering pop career and numerous awards, it seems Ellie Goulding had it all. But she reveals today how, behind closed doors, she has endured crippling panic attacks, addiction to exercise and haunting feelings of not being good enough.
In her new book — Fitter. Calmer. Stronger. — Ellie, 34, who became a mum to Arthur in April, reveals that at the height of her success in her 20s, her days were filled with “complete euphoria and utter terror”.
She writes: “My low days used to be ridiculously low. I just couldn’t find a way out of them. I often felt as if I was failing because when I felt down I wasn’t being productive.
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