BAFTA winner Gamal Turawa breaks down while sharing tragic train track suicide attempt

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BAFTA winner Gamal Turawa broke down during his winner's room acceptance speech and revealed he nearly took his own life.Guardian documentary The Black Cop won best short film and was based on Gamal's own life as an ex Metropolitan police officer.The film explores his experience of being racially profiled and homophobia in his early career.When asked what it meant to have his story recognised he broke down in tears and said "Life is unbelievable".In the winners' room, he told the Daily Star: "Years ago, I was stood at a train station wanting to take my own life - but now being on this stage I know that's why I didn't."On the same night, deaf actor Troy Kotsur was awarded Best Supporting Actor, however, like Gamal, things hadn't always been so rosy.Troy won the gong for his role in CODA, where he played the deaf parent of a hearing child, which he says is strikingly similar to his own reality.The 53-year-old star spoke openly in the winners' room conference and said: "I am extremely thrilled, I feel like it's a big payoff of all of my many years it has been an extremely tough journey."It was hellish at times, I feel like a survivor at times, I slept in the back of my car, I couch-surfed, slept backstage at the theatre and on the street cart on Desire on the set."It was so hard for me to survive back then as a starving actor."I was such a risk-taker and I took so many years, some people try acting for so many years and go back to a regular day job but I just wanted to do what I love.He added: "But with my instinct and gut feeling I just really fell in love with acting, it was my craft, I love working with people and creatives and I love problem-solving."And so everything lead me here to the BAFTAs tonight and I am so.