Andrea McLean was in a hotel room for work when months of money worries and stress culminated in a sudden onslaught of suicidal feelings. “Unless someone’s been there it’s impossible to describe,” she says. “It lasted a night and it was the longest night, dark and horrible.
I was on the floor, pacing the room and crying.” Yet the Loose Women host hid her despair from the rest of the world – including her husband of three years, businessman Nick Feeney. “The next morning I got up off the floor and went to work.
I spent a whole day pretending everything was fine. By the time I got home I thought, ‘It’s passed. I still don’t feel right but I don’t want to think about it any more.’ So I never mentioned it.” It was only after Andrea, 51, wrote
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