Meghan Markle came close to a public breakdown at the Royal Albert Hall but managed to hide her tears whenever the cameras turned to her.
She sobbed her way through the royal appearance, the Cirque du Soleil premiere in January 2019. She said while the lights were down she was "weeping" and was struggling to hold things together.
The Duchess of Sussex was six months pregnant at the time and says the event was a turning point. She held Harry's hand until his knuckles were "white" - and said she had to attend, knowing staying on her own at home could have had devastating results.
Meghan revealed she would compose herself for the cameras and smiled during the intervals. But that only masked her pain after her earlier confession to her
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