'I asked my dad to drive me home after my engagement dinner went wrong'

dailystar.co.uk:

"My fiancé was talking and I just sat there listening, she then started talking about future grandkids and this is when I got uncomfortable. "I'm living childfree and planning on living childfree all my life, and I think that it mostly because of experiencing a traumatic death of my younger sibling (my sister) who was sick and I was the closest one to her."She was young and during her sickness I felt like I was being a mother to her, my parents knew how much her and I were connected and her death was so devastating."I will never know what it feels like to lose a child but losing her felt like a piece of me was gone."I don't want kids thinking they'd be gone one day and I'll have to deal with this awful pain for the rest of my life like how.