The Sun, Amanda shared: ‘After we first lost him, Chris and I were diagnosed with PTSD, so we went and had some therapy about that, as anyone would.’She added: ‘I just felt like everything was my fault, and I felt so responsible — what did I do wrong?’The BGT judge discussed how it still effects her as she shared: ‘There is not a day that goes by when I don’t think about Theo, especially when a new school year begins.’However, Amanda’s birth of her daughter Hollie wasn’t an easy one as she ended up in intensive care and was said to be in ‘critical condition.’The star did not see her newborn daughter for the first three days of her life as she was forced to recover in intensive care in hospital.She also revealed how lockdown and made her.
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