Louise Thompson has bravely shared about her ongoing PTSD battle after the birth of her first child, saying she's been left too scared to look after her son incase it triggers anxiety.
The Made In Chelsea star, 31, has previously been open about living with post traumatic stress disorder after she almost died while giving birth to baby boy Leo.
But, as Leo turns 15 weeks old, Louise has told about a hellish past month when she was left feeling 'scared, confused, paralysed and totally out of control' READ MORE: Holly Willoughy shares cute drawing of her by son Chester - and his attention to detail is adorable "Now I have come to terms with the fact that my life might never be the same again, but things honestly can’t get any worse than they’ve been over the past month so hopefully I’m at the beginning of my actual recovery," she shared with her 1.4million followers on her Instagram. "I thought that living in hospital for a month was the worst time of my life.
Wow I was wrong. I had control over my mind then." She explained: "Something happened about a month ago where my mind and body came crashing down in tandem. "I guess I had been in self preservation mode/survival mode up until that point.
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