YouTuber Behzinga opens up about suicidal feelings and battle with depression: ‘I was on a rampage’

metro.co.uk:

Ethan ‘Behzinga’ Payne has opened up about his suicidal feelings.The 25-year-old has been keeping busy documenting his weight loss in recent months and filming clips with the Sidemen, who are a group of YouTubers.

But this week, the vlogger talked about his struggle with mental health and the darker times he endured.Ethan recalled a particularly low moment, when asked by a fan ‘What’s the hardest time you’ve had to go through?’‘I would say I’ve struggled with my battles with depression,’ he said, in a YouTube clip posted on Wednesday.‘I’ve never been to the doctors about it, but I would say, and people around me would probably say, “Yes, you’ve been awfully depressed at times.”‘gonna leave this here for people that might not ever see my.