Vanessa Bryant Talks Moving Forward From the 'Unimaginable' Pain of Kobe and Gianna Bryant's Deaths

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Vanessa Bryant is trying to find «the light in darkness.» Just over a year after the helicopter crash that killed her husband, Kobe Bryant, and their 13-year-old daughter, Gianna «Gigi» Bryant, Vanessa is doing her best to move forward.«This pain is unimaginable, [but] you just have to get up and push forward.

Lying in bed crying isn't going to change the fact that my family will never be the same again,» Vanessa tells . «But getting out of bed and pushing forward is going to make the day better for my girls and for me.

So that's what I do.»The girls she's referring to are her and Kobe's three other daughters, Natalia, 18, Bianka, 4, and Capri, 1.«My girls help me [keep] smiling through the pain.