Strictly Come Dancing head judge Shirley Ballas spoke to Loose Women about the difficult process of writing her new book, , particularly as she had to relive her brother David's suicide in 2003.
Host Jane Moore asked: "You say it's put you back into therapy, what were some of the difficult things that you had to revisit?" Shirley, 60, replied: "Leaving my first husband, that had an impact on me, and then my brother's suicide, dredging all the details and remembering. "I kept notebooks all my life, stacks of diaries, so I had to make a choice about what I put in the book. "And I think just generally my whole life from a small child, not having my father, I was never daddy's girl. "I know they sound kind of strange, but when you are reliving
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