Shawn Mendes speaks about split with Camila Cabello: 'I'm actually on my own and I hate that'

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Shawn Mendes opened up about his struggles in the wake of his split from Camila Cabello last fall.The Canadian singer-songwriter, 23, took to Instagram on Friday with a clip in which he opened up about his emotions in the wake of the end of the two-year-plus relationship.'A lot of the things that also is like, resonating in the lyric for me is like, oh, f***, you know, you don't realize, like, when you're like, breaking up with someone, you like think it's the right thing to do, you don't realize all this s*** that comes after it,' Mendes said.

The latest:Shawn Mendes, 23, opened up about his struggles in the wake of his split from Camila Cabello, 25, last fall in a new Instagram clip released on FridayThe Monster singer continued: 'Like, who do I call when I'm like, in a panic attack?

Who do I call when I'm like, f***ing, on the edge?'I think that's the reality that kind of hit me - it's like, "Oh, I'm on my own now." Now I feel like finally, like, I'm actually on my own, and I hate that.

That's my reality, you know?' An insider close to Cabello, 25, told E! News last November that it was Mendes who had 'initiated the conversation' about splitting up with Cabello, who was 'very upset over the split' but 'agreed' with Mendes it was time.'The relationship was getting stale and complacent and they decided they are better off being friends,' the insider told the outlet.