“I’m not sure why it was that time, or that day I had to do it. But I did.”The TV star added: “He left.Told me it was over and that was that.“You’re not surprised?
I get that. But I couldn’t believe it.”The split took a toll on Rylan’s mental health, with the Celebrity Big Brother star praying “I wouldn’t wake up” as he felt he lost “everything”.Rylan added in his book: “For the first time in my 32 years, I felt I couldn’t carry on no more.“What’s the point?’ I thought.
I’d lost what I thought was everything, the one thing I always wanted.“A man I loved. A family of my own. And now it was gone.So I tried to end it.“I won’t go into detail as I don’t think it’s fair on my mum, but thank God I was unsuccessful.”The Strictly: It Takes Two host also revealed the health issues he suffered in the aftermath of his break-up when speaking on Fearne Cotton’s podcast this week.
On Fearne's My Happy Place podcast, he said: “My body did completely shut down. I wouldn’t eat."I went through a stage where I couldn’t even talk, which for some people might be quite handy.“My speech was just slurred.
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