Nicole Kidman Wakes Up 'Crying And Gasping' In The Middle Of The Night Overcome With Grief After Her Mother's Death

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Nicole Kidman is going through it. The 57-year-old actress just lost her 84-year-old mother Janelle back in September, and the grief that swept over the A-lister at the time still hasn’t gone away.

On Monday, in fact, the Australia native revealed more about that in a new interview with GQ — and her words about mourning the death of her beloved mother and the fears that have followed in her own life are truly heartbreaking. Related: Nicole Kidman & Salma Hayek Seemingly Get Into A Heated Spat At Balenciaga Show Kidman got candid with the mag about Janelle’s recent passing and what it has meant for her, her husband Keith Urban, and their children. (As Perezcious readers know, Kidman and Urban share daughters Sunday Rose, 16, and Faith Margaret, 13 — and the actress also has daughter Bella, 31, and son Connor, 29, with her ex-husband Tom Cruise.) Plus, now that the Babygirl actress is nearly 60 years old, she has her own mortality to think about.

Noting how she feels those emotions more intensely than ever at this point in her life, Kidman stated: A journey, indeed. And that journey is most perilous at night!

In a jaw-dropping admission, the Oscar winner revealed that she wakes up “crying and gasping” in the middle of the night thinking about life, death, and mortality: Ugh.