Michelle Heaton said she was "too scared" to see Nikki Grahame during her final days in a candid tribute. The LibertyX singer apologises to Nikki, 38, who died on Friday, explaining she was afraid to "trigger" her pal who suffered from anorexia since childhood.
She goes on to talk about the wonderful memories she has of their time together, including rummaging around on the floor for award show goody bags and their love of fake tan.
In her post the mum of two writes: "Dear Nikki , I’m so sorry I didn’t come. I was scared to see you .. to say anything that may be a trigger to loose you..
I was a coward and I’m so sorry. "I just listened to our voices notes, our messages, and the phone calls over the last few weeks ..
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