Kate Garraway, the retired Liverpool footballer, 58, branded himself a "terrible husband" as he told of his "guilt" over the mistakes which saw his first marriage come to an end.Looking back on his family life with the star, Kate told how the "revelation of John's fling with a former Miss Jamaica" saw his marriage breakdown.One of his daughters branded it a "turbulent" time for their family.Kate asked the star whether it was "tough" for him to hear about the effect it had on his children."It was," he said, adding, "I was a terrible husband, but I always tried to be a good father."Because I kind of felt that as long as I'm a good father then everything else is ok."Me and Suzy were never going to get back together and under different circumstances, I could have moved away or not seen as much of the kids."But I decided to stay in the area and be there for the kids."Kate frankly asked the star: "Did you think you could have your cake and eat it?"John went on to admit that his "ego" got the better of him, leading to the end of his marriage.He explained: "I got very carried away with the whole thing about football and fame and girls.That was the one time I suppose ego caught the better of me."I was a young, stupid footballer and things happen."It was everything that I didn't think I would be and I don't want to be, but it happened.
Fortunately, we are here today in a much happier place."Kate continued to ask the star: "Did you ever say sorry to your children for the hurt?"John replied: "Guilt has played a big part even today in terms of what I've actually put them through."I can't fool them into thinking what happened didn't happen."They can't fool me into thinking that they're just going to let it go by the wayside."It's a.
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