'I will love you forever' Deborah James recalls what she thought was final goodbye to kids

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She added that her daughter saw the scene, and yelled “please save my mummy” down the phone.After being told that there would be a 30 minute delay, Deborah said her husband Seb "cancelled the ambulance, scooped me up, took me downstairs, and put me in the car," after returning home and finding her in a nearly unconscious state.Deborah then continued, explaining the “trauma” of saying goodbye to her children.She said in her column for The Sun, talking about the situation when she was in hospital: “I knew, or at least I thought, I would never see my children again.“I can’t describe to you the trauma that now exists, like a broken horror film in my head, of saying goodbye to my children in that split second.“I had no strength.

I had blood all over me.“All I could say was, ‘I love you - forever’.“I can’t recall their faces because I started to lose the ability to see, from all the blood I was losing.”The star added that she felt she was “too young to die.”She said that when she was in the resuscitation department, her husband was “removed” from the room.Deborah explained that she was calm and “still” during the operation.She said she was “in pain” and “sad” and wished for “one more cuddle.”The star said: “I was still and calm, I wasn’t in pain but I was sad.“I kept thinking, ‘Why now?