KERRY Katona candidly admitted she wanted to "throw herself down the stairs" after getting pregnant with a one-night stand, The Sun can exclusively reveal.
The Atomic Kitten singer, 42, has spoken openly about her violent marriage to now-deceased ex husband George Kay. She was first to tell The Sun how her attempt to "get rid" of George from her memory resulted in a shock pregnancy - and heartbreaking secret miscarriage.
Kerry bravely said: "I still feel so guilty about that because I had no connection to that baby. I wanted to throw myself down the stairs. "I knew I had to sleep with someone to get rid of George for good because he would have hated me for it. "I slept with someone else and fell pregnant within two weeks." READ MORE KERRY KATONABIT OF MAGIC Kerry Katona believes she can predict future after taking magic mushroomskerry's tears Kerry Katona in tears as she opens up about violent marriage to George Kay Kerry, who has been married three times, added: "The guy I fell pregnant with, he was a f**king c*** as well. "It is awful but I wanted to throw myself down the stairs. "I feel so guilty even now, I still get upset.
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