successfully sued the BBC for broadcasting the incident around the world, the singer has said he does not think he will get over it: “It’s not something you can wipe from your memory. ”Appearing on BBC Radio 4’s Desert Island Discs , the veteran entertainer recalls how he collapsed in shock on the floor of his Berkshire home. “I couldn’t stand up and I found myself absolutely weeping like a child,” he says. “I was never suicidal but I thought a couple of times I might die … I’m thinking, ‘I don’t want to kill myself, but this could kill me’. ”He tells host Lauren Laverne: “But I survived it all and that’s the main thing for me, and I’m past it now.
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