Hollyoaks' Kirsty-Leigh Porter on why she'll never have another child - after tragedy she'll 'won't ever get over

ok.co.uk:

Hollyoaks actress Kirsty-Leigh Porter loves being a mum and her three-year-old daughter Nala Rai lights up her life. But Kirsty-Leigh's road to motherhood was traumatic and her heart was broken in 2018 when she lost her first daughter Penny-Leigh, 29 weeks and three days into her pregnancy.

Dark days followed before she became a mum again. Holding baby Nala in her arms almost two years later was a huge healing moment.

Now Kirsty-Leigh would love to have “a truckload more children”. - but she’s too scared things will go wrong again to try for another baby. “When I was pregnant with Nala it was just literally trying to get through each day,” she says. “I didn’t relax and enjoy it as much as I probably should have because it’s a blur.

It was just trying to get through each day and just get her here safely. I could not go through the anxiety of being pregnant again,” she tells OK!. “It was a race to get Nala here safe rather than enjoying my pregnancy.