Emily Ratajkowski Says She ‘Didn’t Have the Courage to Leave' Ex Sebastian Bear-McClard ‘For a Long Time’

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from .During the summer of 2022, the model ended her four-year marriage to Bear-McClard following a wave of . The pair welcomed their son just a year prior, which Ratajkowski says made the decision to leave all the more difficult. "I had just had a child, so I really wanted to have that family, so it was especially hard for me to totally walk away,” she said during a recent appearance on the with Eileen Kelly, per .The 31-year-old tried “everything” before leaving the father of her two-year-old son, . "I didn't have the courage to leave for a long time.

I was really, really unhappy," she told Kelly. "I was, like, 100 pounds and I had just had a baby. I got really skinny because I was not OK." (In November 2022, Ratajkowski described that period of time as “,” adding that "trauma lives in the body.")Ratajkowski also told Kelly she went on antidepressants, saying, "I was sure there was something wrong with me.

I think so much of what I learned coming out of that relationship is to trust your instincts." She added, “Gaslighting is a real thing.” Emily Ratajkowski and Sebastian Bear-McClard attend the Vanity Fair Oscar Party on February 09, 2020.Following her split from Bear-McClard, Emily Ratajkowski spent some time “” of single life before jumping back into the .

She was briefly linked with and before declaring that she during an episode of her podcast, .On Valentine's Day, the model her latest relationship with comedian Eric André with a risqué Instagram post.