Big Brother, he has opened up about his years of hell. He said he has battled back after getting hooked on cocaine and suffering from depression.
But the Big Fat Gypsy Wedding star revealed he is in a better place now thanks to years of help from his psychiatrist. He said: "It was about two o’clock in the morning, it was a cold, dark night and I went outside, walked to the main road, not far from my house at all.
I wasn’t even thinking straight. "I waited and watched, then I saw the headlights and a car driving towards me. When it was close enough, I just jumped, threw myself in front of the car. "The nearside of the car hit me and I flew into the air and bounced back onto the kerb.
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