A mother’s pain. Alyssa Scott spoke about the death of her and Nick Cannon‘s 5-month-old son, Zen, for the first time.“Oh my sweet Zen,” the model, 28, captioned a Wednesday, December 8, Instagram video. “The soreness I felt in my arm from holding you is slowly fading away.
It’s a painful reminder that you are no longer here. I caught myself looking in the backseat as I was driving only to see the mirror no longer reflecting your perfect face back at me.
When I close a door too loudly I hold my breath and wince knowing a soft cry will shortly follow. It doesn’t come. The silence is deafening.
These last five months we have been in this race together. We would hand the baton off to each other. You kept me going. It would be the middle of the
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