Experiences of infertility always have one thing in common: uncertainty. The countless visits to doctors, the months (or years) of planning, the tens of thousands of dollars, never add up to a guarantee.
Even under the best of circumstances, there’s only so much about a pregnancy you can plan, and in the midst of a pandemic, the idea of planning anything seems foolish.
For National Infertility Awareness Week, .On the first day of 2020, with a fresh decade on the horizon and my fourth baby in utero, things were looking up.
Until two days later, when the ultrasound tech fell silent at our 12-week ultrasound, shaking her head and apologizing. No heartbeat.
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