Shawn Mendes Talks New Reality After Camila Cabello Split: 'I'm On My Own Now'

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Shawn Mendes is getting candid about his new reality.In a video, posted on his Instagram Saturday, the “Wonder” singer sits at a piano and talks about lyrics inspired by his recent break up with Camila Cabello. “A lot of the thing that also is like resonating in the lyric for me is like, ‘Oh f**k.' You don’t realize like when you’re like breaking up with someone, you don’t like think a certain thing.

You don’t realize like all the sh*t that comes after it," he said.  “Which is like, ‘Who do I call when I'm like in a panic attack?

Who do I call when I'm like f***ing, on the edge?’ and I think that’s the reality that kind of hit me, oh, I'm on my own now.

Now I feel like I'm finally like, I'm actually on my own. And I hate that. That’s my reality you know.”  In November, Mendes, 23, and Cabello, 25, announced that they were ending their relationship — after 2 years of dating -- through a joint statement.