“I have many regrets about that relationship,” Nikki Bella, 36, writes about her six years with John Cena, 43, in Incomparable, a new memoir with sister Brie Bella.
In this tell-all, Nikki discussed how her unresolved issues with her father abandoning her at age 15 affected her relationship with John, and how it took a stint on Dancing with the Stars (where she would meet future fiancé and father of her child, Artem Chigventsev) to snap her out of it. “I wish I’d understood how the patterns in my life, and my relationship with my own father, informed how I react to love, boundaries, and feelings of abandonment.
I think I could have averted some of what happened [with John.]” Nikki said she felt “almost pathologically lonely” during her
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