With all the trauma I've been through, I needed to heal.The mistake I used to make when I was younger is that instead of healing things that I'd been through, I'd fill a void by being surrounded by people or jumping into a relationship.
I think that's the worst thing you can do, so I made a conscious effort to be alone after losing [baby daughter] Consy and being in an abusive relationship.
I locked myself in my room for about two months to confront myself with the pain that I had been through. I knew I went down the wrong path after the death of my mum, so after my daughter died I really wanted to be alone with things.That allowed by to heal a lot better and quicker.
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