I felt a little bit ashamed. I felt I wasn’t entitled to enjoy this journey because this will be my fourth marriage, because I’ve been divorced twice and I’m a widow [her third husband, George Kay, died in 2019].
There’s the humiliation of everybody saying, ‘Here we go again!’My first wedding dress was a big no-no, the one with Brian McFadden.
Looking back on my wedding pictures, dear God, it looks like Dallas threw up all over me. I had all this fake blonde curly hair, this fishtail dress.
I didn’t really have the figure, I’d just had a baby.Equalness, partnership. Ryan is a great stepdad. What I’ve had with Ryan I’ve not had with any of the others.
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