Kelsey Parker details moment she wanted to die after losing Tom to brain tumour

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has shared the heartbreaking moment she wanted to die after losing husband Tom to a brain tumour. Kelsey opened up to Ashley Cain, who tragically lost daughter Azaylia.

She said: “At the beginning I could have never got out of bed again. And you do have that thought, ‘Would it be better if I was just with him now?’”The mum-of-two, who shares Bodhi and Aurelia with her late husband, has opened up on feeling guilt around her new romance.

It comes amid reports she has moved on with electrician Sean Boggans - a year on from Tom dying. READ MORE Paul O'Grady's husband shares final picture of pair taken before tragic deathWhen asked if she feels guilty about moving on, Kelsey told OK!

magazine earlier this week: "I feel guilt about a lot of things, but not in the way I think everyone expects me to feel. What I am going through is not something I would wish on anyone – the strength it takes just to get out of bed every single day and stay positive, be Mum and Dad and face my reality. "Kelsey added: "I’ll take all the help I can get in battling through this.