READ MORE: Joanna Lumley scoffs at the idea of first female James Bond"He wrote me letters but I discovered much later that the headmaster had taken all the letters," the actress claimed. "The boys had to give all their letters to the headmaster before they were sealed up and posted and he was made to rewrite the ones that said, 'Please take me away. '"The star began to choke up as she remembered the guilt she felt after finding out Jamie was desperate to come home. "He could never get the message through to me, so I never knew and I could never take him away," she admitted. "And that's one of the biggest pains still in my heart. "She revealed that even now when she thinks back to that time, it "hurts her more" than she can explain..
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