Jennifer Lopez admits she’s ‘fragile’ and ‘frightened’ after celebrating her birthday without Ben Affleck

nypost.com:

posted a message to her fans via Instagram on Wednesday as she hit the milestone age.Days earlier, Lopez threw herself a “Bridgerton”-themed birthday party.

Her husband, Ben Affleck, skipped the party amid rumors they’re getting divorced.Lopez’s post featured two pictures of her wearing blue pajamas and a “Happy Birthday” headband.

She smiled looking at her cake and numerous bouquets of flowers with a big “Happy Birthday” banner behind her.“I’ve been seeing all of your birthday wishes, beautiful videos, and posts all last night and this morning from all over the world,” she began her caption. “I have laughed, smiled, shed some tears.

I really do have the best, most amazing fans in the world. I could never express how moved I am or how incredibly blessed I feel to have all of you be a part of my life.”She continued: “It’s hard to believe we have spent all this time together.