"Down and Out in Paradise: The Life of Anthony Bourdain," which gives some insight into the famous chef's state of mind. "I hate my fans, too.
I hate being famous. I hate my job," he apparently wrote to his ex-wife Ottavia Busia-Bourdain. "I am lonely and living in constant uncertainty."Anthony also seemed to often be at odds with Asia, his girlfriend of two years.
The book, written by journalist Charles Leerhsen, claimed the beloved "Parts Unknown" host became "incensed" just five days before his death when he saw photos of the "Land of the Dead" star dancing with a reporter at restaurant.
Soon, Anthony got online and searched her name "hundreds of times," which prompted a fight. "I am okay. I am not spiteful. I am not jealous that you have been with another man.
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