Geordie Shore star Holly Hagan has admitted that parenthood is "overwhelming" just days after giving birth to son Alpha-Jax Blyth.The 30 year old has shared a sweet video on social media of when Alpha-Jax was just one day old, looking back on the emotional time.
On Instagram the reality star told her followers: "1 day old his little newborn scrunch! This was the morning after our first night at home, both in nappies, running off 2 days no sleep as I had to check he was breathing every second. "I broke down as we went to bed for the first time with him as I was just so overwhelmed.
A million “what ifs” running through my head. "A mix of anxiety and the baby blues which hit me hard for the first few nights.
I felt homesick, that's the only way I can really describe it!" Holly continued the open and honest post saying: "Those feelings soon passed and 11 days in now feeling so much less anxiety!
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