If I Can’t Have Love, I Want Power, explores in detail. They said that the public might have “expected” an “album that was full of gratitude” after listening to them “yearn for motherhood and yearn for this for so long,” but that was far from the case.
Halsey said she would sometimes dream of “waking up in a pool of my own blood” during their pregnancy.“And instead I was like, ‘No, this shit is so scary and so horrifying, and my body’s changing and I have no control over anything, and I do finally have this thing I want,’” they told Lowe. “So I wake up and fear every single day that I’m going to lose it.’”In a July 7 , Halsey further discussed the complicated feelings that influenced the Trent Reznor-produced record, which is Halsey’s.
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