"Everyone grieves in their own way. I still speak to my Colin, nine years after he died."

mirror.co.uk:

Dame Esther Rantzen made us all laugh in the That’s Life years and makes us cry when she talks about missing her late husband Desmond Wilcox.

Esther presented a new documentary about grief. I won’t watch it, mainly because it’ll be upsetting but also because I know what the conclusion of the documentary will be: everyone grieves in their own way.

Some people like to move out of their home soon after losing a loved one because the memories upset them and they want a new start.

I’m the opposite. I could never leave this house because it’s the family home and I feel my late husband Colin is here. Robert used to ask his taxi-driver friend Nutty to pick me up (I don’t know how he got the nickname, but worried it might have been because he nutted