Evangeline Lilly Reveals A She's Been Dealing With a 'Profound Pain'

justjared.com:

Evangeline Lilly got candid with her fans on social media this week. After sharing a photo of her new blond pixie cut, the 40-year-old actress asked fans which hair color they liked better on her.

When most answered brunette, Evangeline showed them what the brunette did to her last year: put her in a dark place. “I had such a rough year last year but I didn’t want to share all of it with you because i didn’t want to be a dark cloud in your world,” she told fans. “All I’ve ever wanted to do was put joy in the world.

To add sunshine. I didn’t want you to be having a perfectly good day and then have my post make you sad. But I struggle deeply with feeling that all I ever am is what I feel everyone else wants and needs me to be.