'End of my first marriage was what started me on drugs', Kerry Katona recalls painful split

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Kerry Katona turned to drugs following the breakdown of her marriage to Brian McFadden. The former Atomic Kitten singer split from the Boyzlife star - who is the father of her oldest daughters, Molly, 18, and 17-year-old Lilly-Sue - in 2004 after two years of marriage ad she's admitted her dependency on illegal substances can be traced back to her trying to get through her grief and anxiety at the time.

Writing in her latest New! magazine column, she said: "A divorce is a huge loss and you do grieve. The separation anxiety you feel when you lose your partner is hugely painful. "The end of my first marriage was what started me on drugs - that was how bad it was... "Just because a relationship ends, it doesn't mean you snap back into.