Father's Day has brought a feeling of deep, raw pain to his stomach for decades... but today is so, so different for music star Professor Green.
Abandoned as a toddler, the rapper suffered unbearable pain when his father took his own life 13 years ago. It triggered mental turmoil that pushed the star, real name Stephen Manderson, close to the edge.
But now, at 37, he is a dad himself and is finally able to forgive his own father. Stephen and his actress girlfriend Karima McAdams, 36, both Londoners, welcomed their adorable baby Slimane Ray into the world three months ago. What does Father's Day mean to you?
Let us know in the comments And opening up in his first interview since the new arrival, the singer tells the Sunday Mirror he feels
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