Our Yorkshire Farm's Amanda Owen has detailed her "loneliness" since her shock split from her husband Clive, in her new book.
The former couple, who have found fame on their Channel 5 show Our Yorkshire Farm, announced their separation earlier this month after 22 years of marriage and nine children.
Amanda, 47, alluded to trouble in paradise before the couple's split in her book, Celebrating The Seasons With The Yorkshire Shepherdess, in which she described her 67 year old husband as "grumpy".
In the book, she revealed that Clive would get angry when she was driving and would criticise her hobby of keeping horses, which he described as "frivolous".
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