Amanda Kloots Opens Up About "Tough" New Year's Day After Nick Cordero's Death: "I Can't Forget About Last Year"

hollywoodreporter.com:

On Jan. 2, Amanda Kloots shared an emotional and honest post via her Instagram story about the difficulty of grieving her late husband Nick Cordero, who died of complications from COVID-19 at age 41.

After months of grieving, Kloots says she’s ready for therapy. "New Years has been tough, extremely hard for me. I've cried more recently than in awhile,” the fitness instructor wrote. “I thought Christmas would be hard, this was worse.

I think it's because when the new year comes you want a clean slate or to forget about last year, esp 2020. But, I can't forget about last year and will not be able to wipe that slate clean.