JENNIFER Lopez "felt like she was going to die" after she split from fiancé Ben Affleck in 2004. The Let's Get Loud singer, 53, has admitted she has spent almost two decades "spiralling" before rekindling her relationship with the Armageddon actor last year.
Jennifer told Zane Lowe on Apple Music 1 on the 20th anniversary of her third album This Is Me…Then she was so broken by the break-up she tried to bury the songs into the back of her mind.
The superstar said: "Dude, I wouldn't even perform these records. It was so painful after we broke up. "Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life.
I honestly felt like I was going to die. It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn't get it right. But now, 20 years later, it does have a happy ending." The couple tied the knot twice over the summer.
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