The latest instalment of Ferne McCann: First Time Mum – due to air on Wednesday 18 May at 9pm on ITVBe – shows the reality star as she navigates feelings of "vulnerability" with boyfriend Lorri Haines.
In OK!'s exclusive clip, The 31 year old former The Only Way Is Essex star can be seen opening up about her "fears" that Lorri will "leave" and that their relationship will "fail." Despite businessman Lorri's assuring Ferne that he will "never leave" her, she admitted: "You can say I'm never gonna leave you but it's my demon that I need to face because I've just got this fear that it's not gonna last and it is gonna fail." Get exclusive celebrity stories and fabulous photoshoots straight to your inbox with OK!'s daily newsletter .
Ferne continued: "That really scares me because I've put my heart on the line again and I feel vulnerable." In a piece to camera, Ferne added: "I can't help but have this fear that if I don't give him all of my love an attention that he will leave me." She also explained that she's eager to get stuck back into work, but revealed she's struggling to manage everything at once.
Ferne revealed: "I feel like I've really taken my foot off the pedal with work. Honestly Lorri, this isn't anything personal because you're amazing and supportive but being in a relationship "I'm struggling to juggle it all.
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